Wednesday, August 22, 2007
i miss my long hair. and i'm looking to buy a bag. rese's birthday is coming up soon. which means i'm going to spend quite a bit cause what i'm getting her is pretty pricey. but she's my sister and i love her. i miss steph and i wanna meet her for botak jones. i just got into a pretty rough conversation with someone. i did sth i didn't want to do but had no choice a couple of hours back. and now after everything, all i want to do, all that i did. i really feel pretty damned bout everything. its so messy. its so misunderstood. i feel so defeated. and isolated. and i suddenly, more like anything in the world, feel like meeting kim and cheryl. like right now. yes, i don't know why. yes, i'm single. and i'm happy about it. and yes, i miss genting four outings. i feel so overwhelmed by the new adapting to school lifestyle and the new systems, but i'm getting by. just a matter of time and days right. and the only thing which is probably keeping me going is. honestly, i don't know whatat all. all of a sudden, there's claps of thunders and then it pours heavily. yups. still, no sign of any rainbow anydamnwhere. steph, come here and be my rainbow after the rain. ): bring me back to who i was. i was once a kid.
- everything's just temporary;
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